1. |
PRESS ON
03:40
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he told me life would be hard and long
said it like a curse
but I choose to see it more like a warning
the deeper I go along my path, the more knotted and tangled it gets
glimpses of light peek out from amongst the branches
but the road remains obscured and gets more so every day
in my travels, I meet radiant strangers
they bolster my courage and for a while, we might become traveling partners
see each other through the perils
see each other-
keep watch
sometimes they stay for years, others for months
the path is no less labyrinthine
but it helps to have someone there
vigilant on your behalf
steadfast, watching for danger
and illuminating the beauty of what surrounds you
even as it threatens to engulf you like the sea
he told me life would be hard and long
and it is
a knotted and tangled mess
but I have been warned
and I still press onward
I still press onward
I still press on.
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2. |
PHANTASM
05:03
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3. |
LASH
03:37
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chest open, heart splayed
i won't fight to make you stay
ribs cracking, bitter cage
and i'll cope with whatever you might say
we didn't used to be like this
you were there when i was crushed
on the floor of my apartment
i wept, you heard
your voice was enough (your voice was enough)
exhausted and angry and broken
i have no more to give
through the nods and kind words
i know you won't listen
and we'll be back
and we'll be back here again
again and again and again
(we didn't used to be like this
you were there when I was crushed, crushed
on the floor of my apartment
on the floor of my apartment
your voice
your voice was enough, your voice was enough)
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know what to say
i don't know what else i can do
that i haven't already
chest open, heart splayed
i can't fight, i can't fight anymore
to make you stay
ribs cracking, bitter cage
bitter water, bitter taste
i won't fight to make you stay
ribs cracking, bitter cage
and i really don't know what else to say
ribs crack, bitter cage
and i'll cope with whatever you might say (say).
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4. |
DOWN TO POWDER
02:29
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compress it
(leave it to you to) package it
trim the edges so it will fit
label it down
narrow it down
crush it down to powder
pulverize it piecemeal
bit by bit so you don't choke
bit by bit so you don't choke
i'm not gonna compress myself for you
package and compress myself for you
so much effort
so much effort to compress myself for you (for you)
so much effort
compress it
package it
trim the edges, it will fit
label it
narrow it down
crush it down to powder
pulverize it piecemeal
(how about you explain your whole life)
bit by bit so you don't choke
bit by bit so you don't choke
(how about you explain your whole life right now)
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5. |
SPLIT SELF
03:26
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6. |
OVERFLOW
02:42
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7. |
VERGE
02:40
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8. |
VIOLET REFUSE
08:58
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fed up and strung out
the last footholds crumble one by one
adrift in a black rainbow
torn ligaments guiding down and down
skeletal gateway opens like a mouth
and the urge to inhale its fumes rushes me
why not?
adrift in spotted hell
devils look like you and you and you
tearing life off withered bones
eating violet refuse
how quickly i saw it unfold
how insidious those thoughts that follow
i thrash in the wilderness and snarl at threadbare hands
aching sobs wrack my body when i'm left be
behind this ageless, impenetrable wall
i bite my tongue bloody
i lift my teeth for a single moment and ruin seems to follow
sew my feet to the earth so i don't fall
i won't fall, i'll never collapse again
i'll be a statue of flesh posed battle ready for eternity
outlive the brutality at all costs
starved for the calm after
years gone by in a day as i take blow after blow
no perfect endings, time creaks on again and again
relentless progression and even so after i am old and gone for the rest of the world
skeletal gateway opens like a mouth
i inhale its fumes and am at ease for a moment just staring into it
i disappear in a vibrating cloud for a second and i am free
i see your face in dreamlike colors and feel your lips on mine and i am safe
cling to my security like a drowning woman
i don't recognize it all the time
but right now i am solid and my stitches aren't bleeding anymore
standing, statue of flesh, posed battle ready
until it passes and i can take one more step.
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9. |
HELD
05:51
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(crying in your arms
bright and burning pain
shaking uncontrollably
nails dug into my legs)
crying in your arms
i felt a bright and burning pain
my hands were shaking uncontrollably
nails dug into my legs (into my legs)
i wanted more than anything to just make it go away
but the thoughts that sliced so surgically made clear that they would stay
just for now (it's just for now)
it's just for now
but you held me the whole time
as i sobbed and declined
but you held me the whole time
as i sobbed and declined
can't be helped
sometimes it can't be helped
when I crumble and fade
and fade
and fade
(I'll settle for some nicotine
and light my head aflame)
i miss them, ah
don't miss them, ah
i miss them, ah
don't miss them, ah
but you held me the whole time
as i sobbed and declined
but you held me the whole time
as i sobbed and declined.
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